SHOPPING!!?!! grrrrrrrrrrr.....

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When I was in my teens I always pride myself in being a good money handler. I can say that I was thrifty. I had a lot of savings. I only buy the necessary things. But now I can see myself dramatically changing. I could not stop spending. I shop almost everyday. It's like a craving that won't go away. A disease that can't be cured. The funny part is, once this hunger for shopping is satistfied, it would only get worst and worst. If I cannot buy something for the day, I would practically go nuts just thinking what I could have bought for myself for that day. I would go crazy. I mostly spend my money on things that I can do away with. Unnecessary and unimportant things. At thirty, i am practically broke.... Very pitiful indeed. Before I always say to myself that I have to save for the rainy days. Now? I dont know....I really don't know what has gotten over me. I want my old self back. How can I do this? I really need advice on this...please help!