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Do you beleive in faith? But I am. I am a professionally qualified person but doing an ordinary low paid job. I went to study the professional course which have lot of opportunities abroad and in India. But unfortunately I had to enter a job which is actually a low paid one due to some personal reasons. Even though I was not satisfied with the job but I had to continue. Now I feel regret about my choice, while seeing my friends who are in good position today and earning lot of money, I am really happy with their success.But I cant see much changes since last eight years and not expecting much in future. Actually my present job is related to lower cader of administration in a public hospital. I tried to give my best service voluntarly to those people and my relatives who requests my service in the hospital, even though my job is not related to patient care.I am little bit satisified with the fact that I am doing some sort of charity and social service, but I am really feel sad about my earnings and social status. I am not able to meet my basic needs due to lack of money. I believes that I deserved more than this. Now I could'nt get any better job because I wasted my 8yr's in another field.Now I have a family too. I tried to do some part time jobs and business, but all in vain. I am tired and depressed. I gave up my hopes about future. what's your opinion? Is this is faith?