Are you keeping some hurt? Words you want to voice out but you just cant? Why?

I am and trying to not let it get to me. I'm holding back because I don't want to offend her and to give her the benefit of the doubt. She owes me $$ for some second hand clothing I sent for her children and its been weeks since I sent her emails about them. Finally I managed to get through and she told me she thought I was already paid. So fingers crossed something happens soon. I know she means well and is a lovely lady that's why I wanted to be nice about it and not nasty.

I do this everyday. Nine times out of ten I do not voice how I feel. I usually just keep it in because I would rather hurt than to hurt someone's feeling I suppose would be the reason my feelings don't come out.

no I am not as a therapist I know that that is very unhealthy and if I am hurt the person knows about it. It doesn't mean they will always change what it is that hurt me, but they know about it.

What is holding me back is that someone disliked me enough to hit the minus sign and thus push me back to a nine from a ten I am hurt because I started a discussion in all honesty about respecting each others religion should go both ways. if I did not want to listen to Jehovahs witnesses try to change my religion it was my right I respected their religion but they did not respect my rights to my own religion. this touched off a little third world war and I was in tears and sorry I had ever posted the discussion