"Fearing and Loathing in Los Angeles"

United States
March 19, 2008 8:58am CST
"Fearing and Loathing in Los Angeles" I feel stuck. Like I am in a rut As if I were Steve Urkel.. Fell and can't get up Regardless of what I do, Ill surely muck it up Maybe everything is fake and I'm being punk'd So I'm searching. Trying to find a way Futility please not me So I'm learning. How this game to play From failure I want to flee I feel like a fool. Over this one girl I used to drool She thought I was cool. While I believed that I was a mule Need to stop drinking. Get off this bar stool Need a positive way to refuel Gotta use that Golden Rule. No wait.. Its actually a Biblical Tool So I need to shift gears. Try to decipher my fears So Ill try to stay clear. Of things that brings tears I feel anxiety. From that I need to stay free I need to agree. To not accepting despondency Self loathing... what has that gotten me? I accept that I am drowning. I dont swim to save myself I just quit. Forget the notion. That I could save myself O.K. then... Now I'll change but how? This feeling is strange O.K. now... how do I stall the stumbling? This feeling it burns Maybe I'll eat cake and feel better But when you want to laugh... Do you grab a feather? To get tickled. Man I feel Im in a pickle It's like I look up and I can see the ground Then when I look down, I see that Im falling from the sky Am I gonna die? She is my verbal vixen and I need my fixin She is my verbal vixen and I need my fixin When I think of her, All thing turn to fur. Cuddly and Fuzzy When I want laughter. I look to... Zits, Frazz and Get Fuzzy. ZeN
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