"Fearing and Loathing in Los Angeles"
By zenmachado
@zenmachado (1617)
United States
March 19, 2008 8:58am CST
"Fearing and Loathing in Los Angeles"
I feel stuck. Like I am in a rut
As if I were Steve Urkel.. Fell and can't get up
Regardless of what I do, Ill surely muck it up
Maybe everything is fake and I'm being punk'd
So I'm searching. Trying to find a way
Futility please not me
So I'm learning. How this game to play
From failure I want to flee
I feel like a fool. Over this one girl I used to drool
She thought I was cool. While I believed that I was a mule
Need to stop drinking. Get off this bar stool
Need a positive way to refuel
Gotta use that Golden Rule. No wait..
Its actually a Biblical Tool
So I need to shift gears. Try to decipher my fears
So Ill try to stay clear. Of things that brings tears
I feel anxiety. From that I need to stay free
I need to agree. To not accepting despondency
Self loathing... what has that gotten me?
I accept that I am drowning. I dont swim to save myself
I just quit. Forget the notion. That I could save myself
O.K. then... Now I'll change but how?
This feeling is strange
O.K. now... how do I stall the stumbling?
This feeling it burns
Maybe I'll eat cake and feel better
But when you want to laugh... Do you grab a feather?
To get tickled. Man I feel Im in a pickle
It's like I look up and I can see the ground
Then when I look down, I see that Im falling from the sky
Am I gonna die?
She is my verbal vixen and I need my fixin
She is my verbal vixen and I need my fixin
When I think of her, All thing turn to fur.
Cuddly and Fuzzy
When I want laughter. I look to...
Zits, Frazz and Get Fuzzy.
ZeN
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