lost 2 Babys

I feel so bad for you! My heart aches to hear that you have went through all of this. I am in my 23rd week and I could not ever think of losing my little boy. I thank God every day that I feel him move and that he is healthy. You will one day give birth to a happy and healthy child. Have faith and remember that everything happens for a reason. God Bless.

I am so sorry about your 2 babies. Life can be so sad sometimes. It is nice that you got a photo of little Michelle and it is heartwarming to hear how often you visit her grave. I found out at 36 weeks pregnancy that my baby has spina bifida. He was born and stayed for three weeks in the Intensive Care Baby Unit. He had two operations, one to mend his back and one to put a shunt into his head. I hope that any further pregnancies that you have will be successful. Good luck.

I almost aborted my baby last feb 2007 because I had rubella and I can't take it that my baby was 80% at risk of congenital abnormalities. Good thing, my relatives convinced me that no matter what the baby would become, she is still my child. I went through a lot of soul searching and convincing until I finally gave up everything to the Lord. I even climbed the 300+ steps of Lourdes Grotto in Baguio City hoping that a miracle would happen and it did happen! Foe me Our Almighty will never forsake us and give something we don't deserve. If He has taken something so precious from us, He will give us something we cannot really compare to what we have lost so just have faith and continue hoping. Maybe the babies are not really meant to live in this cruel world, maybe they are better off in God's arms.