How to control your mood if you were me

China
March 27, 2008 12:43am CST
i am really very sad today,in the morning i got a short message from my father,he said my grandmother had passed away,at that time i really felt the skies were falling down.we have a very deep emotion,actrally i work hard everyday only because i want to give her a better life.i don't know why she don't wait for me.i will try my best to make her happy.just like her ,my grandfather was the same. I am a intern now,i have been to this company for 1 month.Anyday,i did all the trivial matters carefully,i want to leave a good expresstion to all the workmate.I always think that if i am endeavor i vill be rich sooner or later,then i can repay their love,but now i have no chance. i am working,i have to control my mood,i can't tell other people there is a bad news happende on me,but how can i forgot it?
1 response
@lonely_f16 (2147)
• Philippines
27 Mar 08
You need to go on with your life. You know I've tried a somewhat similar experience. I did my best in school last time to please my parents. Now, there came a time where in I can't handle it anymore. I told them that I have high grades before but then they don't show a lot of appreciation. I realize that like what my father said. I'm doing a lot of hard work for my own good and not for my parents like what they said.