" Drenched in Phobias "

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" Drenched in Phobias " I speak about my anxiety I rant about my insanity I squawk, that I am not able to see A desolate mind, and how its killing me But that is not what ails But that is not what fails That is not what derails In comparison it pales When I'm stripped down to the core You can view that I'm a bore What is buried deep inside Is something that is difficult to confide Sadly, in the end, what I fear is an absolute total sense of fear. All over myself (IT) I ware It is difficult to admit when your scared Not to mention, when you fear all things. Embarrassment that so painfully stings I am petrified of heights I have been afraid of rooms void of light Being surrounded by water brings me panic acrophobia, hydrophobia, I feel sporadic In the end, sadly what I fear... Is an absolute total feeling of fear. So now I'm afraid of being afraid To panic and anxieties.. I am a slave I fear that fear will lead me to the grave I'm drowning and I fear that I won't be saved The beginning, The End, or What ever it may be Fear is a carnivore that is devouring me. Just the thought... Fear brings a tear. What I fear is holding nothing but fear. ZeN