feel death

China
March 28, 2008 1:00am CST
I always feel death when i wake up from dream. Sometimes,in the office,after lunch, i take a nap,then when i wake up, there is so silent around this world, suddenly i lost myself, i don't know where i am ,what i am heading to, i am troubled by those silly question. then I feel life is no meaningful,alive or dead do not mean anything. Why we care so much about life. Why should we undertake so big pressure to live better? why should we pursue the spirit perfection? We live as others' do, follow other people's way, do what they are doing till we die. No wonder people say: life is a process from bearing to death? I am not sure if i will give a birth when i am troubled by those silly questions.
1 response
• Philippines
28 Mar 08
hi violet ^_^ those questions of yours reminded me of one book "PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE" by rick warren... please read it and hope it can answer your questions hehe ^_^ smile always...
• China
28 Mar 08
Really? But where can i find this book "purpose driven life",do you have any suggestion? hope it is not a textbook,anyway i don't want people teach me how to live. But i think you are so smart to lead a good life, you can drive your life well, your life must be full of happiness.