I'm gone

cyn sweety i am not going to beg you to stay, I am not going to use emotional blackmail like telling you I am in tears at the thought of losing your input here, I am not even going to ask who finally tipped you over the edge! What I will do is tell you that I, along with many , mamy others will be waiting for you with open arms if you should decide to return! I will most definitely be in touch as apart from the fact that I love you I have to keep up with how my future son in law is doing! xxx

I wish I knew what upset you so. As you can see many of us do not want you to leave. I do hope you come in and look at all that have posted so you know that you are cared about here. I love your responses. Don't go you will be missed!!

Sorry to see ya do may I ask what happened

What's happened hun? Something must have upset you enough to want to quit. Take some time but please come back.

Why are you quitting? I'm not on your friends list, but am concerned as to why you don't want to be here anymore. I hope its not something that has happened on the site itself in regard to someone being rude to you. I could go on about what a great site it is and blah, blah, blah, but don't want to offend you with alot of insincerities that you aren't obviously feeling. Instead I'll ask what would it take to make you want to stay?

what's happen? there. you got tired of here or something else? i saw you got 1914 posts already. so easy to give it up? hehe anyway, just feel released whatever decision you had made and you are welcome to continue and chat to us. it is a nice place to share ideas.

Hello Cyndi, I used to be just like you (you can review my disucssion if you would like). Then I thought, I AM HERE TO HAVE FUN, and f*** those motherf***ers that want to abuse mylot because eventually they are found out. Plus I add lots of people as friends who make good discussions....I'm thinking about adding you. Maybe you need a little break from myLot. I do, sometimes, because some user make me so mad...so I totally understand what you're saying. I hope you don't leave permantely because it sounds like you have good discussions :D Pablo

No problem, I understand. I'd love to stomp my foot and say "no, you can't leave" but that wouldn't do either of us any good. Have your rest and come back if you want. Some of us will be here, others will not be. Even the strongest of people can only bear so much, you've hung in longer than I could have. Bye cyntrow...it's been good to know you.

I'll sure miss you here, Cyn, but I'll also sure keep in touch. I hope you do just take a little "nap" and come back soon. I think I missed the discussion that was the last straw but I'm sure you did nothing wrong. You're always respectful in you posts even if others aren't to you. YOU keep in touch with ME, Hon, e-mail me anytime. Annie

I am truly sorry to hear that you are leaving myLot. I do hope you get the rest you need. You are a champion to so many of us here. I put your email in my contact addresses and will try my best to drop you a line every so often. I, myself, am not here too much anymore, since getting a full time job that keeps me pretty busy. I love all that you stand for and totally understand that you are tired. Take care of yourself and family, Cyndi. Enjoy the peace away from myLot. God Bless

I think I know how you feel. You are actually more in control of your emotions than I am, so I am shocked you are the one to leave before me. You are one of the reasons I havent left yet, and I would like to be that strength to you as well... I do hope you reconsider. I know it's hard with MyLot because there is no edit button. I have quite a few discussions I wish I could go back and just delete all together. Sometimes I read over what I just wrote and think "Oh wow... that is not me! Who hyjacked my keyboard? This person is a lunatic!" But then I read someone who writes about how gay people are as bad as murderers, or about how woman who have abortions whould be drawn and quartered and then I remember exactly WHY I get so mad. I HAVE to be mad. I have to have that fire in my belly or else these people would win. Their hatred is not taking a break - why should my resolve? Its a hard high wire to balance on. And its not so easy to take the high road. We are after all only human. Even us immoral gays, the murdering abortion mothers, and all the shades of brown, tan and white in between. It's just not easy to un-jerk a knee after a split second reaction, but I try to keep in mind that I HAD that reaction for a reason. I can see myself following you eventually but I am not ready to stop banging my head against this brick wall just yet. I'll keep the belly fire burning untill you get back my friend. This is not goodbye. Love to you and your precious family, Matthew PS - I am emailing you a link to a discussion that will MAKE you day. It seems we are not the only two who sometimes feel off key. Dont laugh too hard.

We haven't done too many of each other's discussions since I was here as QueenKaren, but you are one of the names I recognized when I came back and started posting again in early February. I think all of the regular and worthwhile posters on here need a break now and then. There's no harm in that. Some need just a few days away, others, a few months. Do whatever YOU need to do hon. ((((hugs))))