I'm crying today
By scorpiobabes
@scorpiobabes (7225)
United States
March 31, 2008 11:49am CST
I had to give my baby Floyd away. 
I have been having problems with my MS and Floyd was just too strong for me to take care of safely. I miss the way he'd tilt his head and put his ears up and look at me so cute..."mommy, let's play!", his barking to let me know someone arrived at my home...his kisses! It'll be tough not hearing him romping in my kitchen anymore....but I did nearly fall today when I took him to the shelter and he pulled me across the parking lot to pee in the grass there! My daughter promised that she would come and care for him, but then would deliberately choose not to come over (or wouldn't take him out or feed him if I was home). 
Ah, it's time for me to cry now! 
I have been having problems with my MS and Floyd was just too strong for me to take care of safely. I miss the way he'd tilt his head and put his ears up and look at me so cute..."mommy, let's play!", his barking to let me know someone arrived at my home...his kisses! It'll be tough not hearing him romping in my kitchen anymore....but I did nearly fall today when I took him to the shelter and he pulled me across the parking lot to pee in the grass there! My daughter promised that she would come and care for him, but then would deliberately choose not to come over (or wouldn't take him out or feed him if I was home). Ah, it's time for me to cry now! 2 people like this
3 responses
@CanadaGal (4304)
• Canada
1 Apr 08
(((((((hugs))))))))
It is very hard to lose a cherished pet. In your case, you have given him away because you acknowledge that you cannot take care of him like he needs. It hurts like h3ll, I know. But your actions are out of love for Floyd; to make sure he has the lifestyle he deserves.
Although I'm sure you don't feel it right now, you are a very strong person. Floyd was fortunate to have you to look after him up until now.
I believe that everything happens for a good reason as well. We might not know what those reasons are, but they are there. Maybe you were only meant to care for Floyd for this short time, so that another family could have him... but they weren't ready for him before. He could be the saving grace for another family right now, who needs his love and kisses and warning barks.
I am sorry you are in pain. But I also believe you've done the right thing for both you and Floyd.
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@scorpiobabes (7225)
• United States
2 Apr 08
Oh sweetie, that was just what I needed to hear! 
I know he's happy right now (warm bed, food, and he's got room to move!) but he obviously was upset about going back to his new temporary 'home' (I had to walk him back!). Probably after he got through missing me, the only thing that really bothered him was the bath (he HATES baths--the dryer scares him). I know he'll find a great home...I had him demonstrate 'gimme paw' and he wrapped his paw around my arm. He's going to be one of those fortunate pets! 
I know he's happy right now (warm bed, food, and he's got room to move!) but he obviously was upset about going back to his new temporary 'home' (I had to walk him back!). Probably after he got through missing me, the only thing that really bothered him was the bath (he HATES baths--the dryer scares him). I know he'll find a great home...I had him demonstrate 'gimme paw' and he wrapped his paw around my arm. He's going to be one of those fortunate pets! 1 person likes this
@CanadaGal (4304)
• Canada
2 Apr 08
Awww... I'm glad I was able to help you feel a little bit better.
@skysuccess (8857)
• Singapore
1 Apr 08
I am so sorry for you but take heart as Floyd will understand and they always do like mine. Besides, you know that he will be better off since you have limited capacity dealing with his boundless energy and restlessness.
Just remember that he will be in good hands and care.
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@scorpiobabes (7225)
• United States
1 Apr 08
Thank you for your sane voice of reason--that's the same excuse I console myself with. When I adopted him (and his friend Bella), I was doing much better plus my daughter lived here and actually helped to care for them. It was weird, not hearing him bark when someone knocked at the door or smelling his farts (now THAT I won't miss!
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When I adopted him (and his friend Bella), I was doing much better plus my daughter lived here and actually helped to care for them. It was weird, not hearing him bark when someone knocked at the door or smelling his farts (now THAT I won't miss!)@skysuccess (8857)
• Singapore
1 Apr 08
I am sure he will be alright as long as you are alright yourself. Take care of yourself always.
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@scribe1 (1203)
• United States
31 Mar 08
I understand what you're saying and all, but I would have considered giving Floyd to a friend or another family member. At least you would hear about him and maybe even get a photo or two! But in a shelter, Floyd'd fate is more uncertain and what's worse, you'll never find out about his fate. Was he adopted eventually, or even euthanized? The shelter will never tell you.
@scorpiobabes (7225)
• United States
1 Apr 08
You know, everyone says "Oh why don't you do this?" or "why don't you do that" but I don't see anyone helping me out. This was the best thing I could do, considering the circumstances. I suggest that perhaps you look up multiple sclerosis and get a better understanding of what the disease does to someone! 
Hey, my dad's moving to NC and is 71; my sister lives in SC and is in the process of moving--I currently live in NJ, so obviously family was out. Not one of my friends has any room to take him in. Believe me, I tried EVERYTHING and this was a last resort. Since he has no biting history, they'll do their best to adopt him out, rather than euthanize him; unfortunately pits are the most overbred dog nowadays. And they gave me a sheet with his ID number for me to call or check up on him.
Hey, my dad's moving to NC and is 71; my sister lives in SC and is in the process of moving--I currently live in NJ, so obviously family was out. Not one of my friends has any room to take him in. Believe me, I tried EVERYTHING and this was a last resort. Since he has no biting history, they'll do their best to adopt him out, rather than euthanize him; unfortunately pits are the most overbred dog nowadays. And they gave me a sheet with his ID number for me to call or check up on him. 