March 31, 2008 5:08pm CST
well m y life is pretty plain. This is my first discussion. let me know what u think..... Life throws you curve balls you have to hit them as hard as they come at you. I have alot of thing happen to me or happen around me and some how i fought through it. lately i havnt been home i guess it b/c amellias gone and i get bored with out someone around me to talk to. i mean i have mom and walt but thats not the same. everyone i think is starting to get mad, that i am not at home. i mean i love it here. but i just wish there was more to do or it was nicer so i could work outside..when i am at home i tend to find myself issolated in my room not sure why, i guess it b/c of amellia. i leave and go hang out with the girls and tommy, he is awesome and he is moving wensday bye buddy, i will miss you. i guess i have been on the go b/c everyone else starts school, or work or something and they will all be to busy for me. i have like a hole other family of friends. when i dont see them i feel like they wont be around me any more. well things will be diffrent when its gets nice out themn i will actually want to be here so i can do yard work, i enjoy it. but for know i am getting bored of beeing here. nothing to do rooms done, they dont want to do anything to the house. besides clean it and i would rather put stuff away then clean. Anyways things between me and casey are getting better he loves me...we just went through a rough spot everyone does...he is a go getter and thats what i need he kinda pushes me towars the better, ilove it. but of course i dont listen. damn it i need to quit smokin it makin me slow. slow as in my lungs hurt, coughin.. well i will continue if any one likes this.
31 Mar 08
i thought i was reading a book while reading your discussion. i dont who are those people you mentioned and dont even know what is your relationship with them. i think you need to quit smoking. i did. and now i am a non smoker for 7 years now. welcome to mylot hope you will like it here just like most of us does. happy posting