When life comes to an end
April 25, 2008 10:58pm CST
No, I may not be able to continue it longer, but this is no note of frustration but a statement of fact for you, my mylot friends, to read on and suggest a way out, if you have time, or if you care to read at all this monotonous assertion. Noticed that life around me changing so fast with series of events that gradually and definitely pushing me to an end even at a faster rate. It started with a series of problems with my machines (three in numbers) went out of order all of a sudden. I called service people, who failed to figure our what was wrong. I desperately sought for assistance in this regard from different other persons, I know. But nobody could repair it. Finally, somehow they arranged for a standby machine which runs too slow to allow me continue my activities. While this was the problem in my professional life, in my personal life - my mother was admitted to hospital with severe thrombosis. While she is still in hospital bed, the Doctor has prescribed a long term treatment, and it will take some more time for her to recover, if nothing worse happens meanwhile. Since my mother was not here, and I'm to take care of her - my home was almost vacant, and a street cat killed my pet rabbit yesterday evening taking the full advantage of our empty home. I was not in the most sound mood over a period of last one month because of computer problem which completely destroyed my every hope, and now with too many incidents happening - I just can't withstand it anymore. So what do you suggest me to do?
• United States
26 Apr 08
I would suggest that you be patient. Life can be hard at times. Sometimes it may feel like everything is going wrong, but it could get better. You need to be there for your mom. She is what you need to think about right now. What would she do without you? Who would she have around to help her? I just ask that you be patient. You may find that things will turn around for you more quickly than you think.
28 Apr 08
Thanks for your support. That is what I am focusing on at present - my Mom, who needs me more than anything else in this world right now. I know how eagerly she waits once the visiting hours start, and I know how keen I'm to see her laughing face despite all the clinical treatments which are going on. She has reported that she is recovering fast but Doctor will keep her under observation for few more days. Secondly, I feel sad that it took me few days to respond to your inspiring advice. Actually, my internet connection again was down during this period, and I got it back only today. But hopefully, I'll be able to cope up with this situation.
• United States
29 Apr 08
I am happy to hear that things are looking better. I am not worried about how long it took to respond. I know you have more important things to deal with at this time. I will continue to keep your mom in my prayers. Take care of yourself and your mom. About the internet connection, maybe it is time to find another place to get that from. Sounds like you are having a lot of problems there.
26 Apr 08
i try to give u some suggestions, but i realize how weak i would like to say. your assertion was not monotonous, actually, i dont know what i wanna say. fot those many incidents happening in your life, nothing better to do except getting it over:) dear friend, u will be happy