When life comes to an end

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No, I may not be able to continue it longer, but this is no note of frustration but a statement of fact for you, my mylot friends, to read on and suggest a way out, if you have time, or if you care to read at all this monotonous assertion. Noticed that life around me changing so fast with series of events that gradually and definitely pushing me to an end even at a faster rate. It started with a series of problems with my machines (three in numbers) went out of order all of a sudden. I called service people, who failed to figure our what was wrong. I desperately sought for assistance in this regard from different other persons, I know. But nobody could repair it. Finally, somehow they arranged for a standby machine which runs too slow to allow me continue my activities. While this was the problem in my professional life, in my personal life - my mother was admitted to hospital with severe thrombosis. While she is still in hospital bed, the Doctor has prescribed a long term treatment, and it will take some more time for her to recover, if nothing worse happens meanwhile. Since my mother was not here, and I'm to take care of her - my home was almost vacant, and a street cat killed my pet rabbit yesterday evening taking the full advantage of our empty home. I was not in the most sound mood over a period of last one month because of computer problem which completely destroyed my every hope, and now with too many incidents happening - I just can't withstand it anymore. So what do you suggest me to do?