Am I beautiful
By BeachBaby
@BeachBaby (815)
United States
November 1, 2006 12:14pm CST
Am I good enough without having big boobs??I ask my husband all the time to buy me some.. and he laughs,but its not funny anymore when I watch how he drewls over a hot size C cup girl at the beach in front of my small A.. Its a confidence thing for woman and I wish he could understand this and help me prepare to save some money.
He tells me Im beautiful all the time, but am I? I know he must if he married me.Right????Im so frustrated Im 25 years old and I want this done? has anyone had thiers done ?? I know the consequences and thats my choice to decide if I want to risk it .. Well I do.. and Im ready to be able to wear the clothes I want to wear and feel sexxy in them and not like a Little girl.. I want to turn heads still while I am young.. Not saying I dont anymore but I want something different!
I feel as if I am being childesh about him looking and making remarks and me being upset, and its not that im jelous of him I feel like 10 inches tall when he talks about other woman having a "fine rack" I have told him this bothers me but hes male he cant help it , but I feel like crawling under a rock sometimes.. I have even thought about trying to do an auction on EBAY and get help to pay for them but I dont know where to begin! I have seen worse out there lol..But because finacially yes we cannot afford it right now but we could if he really wanted to..
I am just so dang confused anymore.. all I want is to have nice breast for my husband to look at and feel sexxy wearing anything with them.. does anyone have advise????????????????PLEASE...I just get so down about it sometimes.. Im 25 and look like I am 16... HELP!
Now I know no matter what my husband will always look I mean hes not dead.. and Im not pleading innocent here ..
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6 responses
@ElusiveButterfly (45941)
• United States
2 Nov 06
He will continue to look even if you change yours. But if it makes you feel better about yourself....you should do it.
@BeachBaby (815)
• United States
5 Nov 06
YES IT WOULD make me feel better about meself!!it is mainley for me myself and I.. I am going to get the saline implants tho.. silicone is bad idea! FOR ANYONE
@intricategirl (95)
• United States
1 Nov 06
I've got D cups, and the only thing they've done for me is give me backaches and creepy guys who want to talk to me on Myspace. I wish I had nice, perky B cups.
@cassowary (42)
• Hungary
2 Nov 06
What would be the use of having bigger boobs if he can only look at them. Smaller boobs have allways been mor sencitive to touch and a women with smaller boobs seem to climx easier when they are played with. If they were sore and they have some feelings lost i think you will be the big looser esp if your husband is like me and loves seeing your pleasure when you enjoy his touch.
@cassowary (42)
• Hungary
2 Nov 06
Good morning, I saw your posting on Gather and decided to have a look here. and i have joind so i thought i would see if we could hook up on the site as co-colleagues. Friends or what ever they call it here. Thanks Gary
@Chapman15 (1492)
• United States
9 Dec 06
I have a friend who just got them done, and she loves them... She's 24 and had the same build as you, but she's single and trying to model... I always found it funny how self conscious women are even when there is nothing wrong with them! So if it means that much to you do it! You'll save a lot of what ifs later down the road...
Doesn't sound like your worried about your husbands comments, but just remember men have a one track mind. If a hot girl with big breats walks by, then there no stopping a comment or atleast a glace!
