Getting over your EX

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So about two weeks ago, I compeletly cut off all ties with my ex who I dated for over a year and a half. He was my first official boyfriend who I thougt genuinely cared about me, but things turned bad when I said I couldn't marry him and so it's pointless to continue the relationship. He tried to be my friend after we broke up because we both were inseperable for the time that we were togather. However, he was very very bitter and hurtful after we broke up and at one point, i just couldnt take it anymore after he got mad at me for throwing a paperball that got stuck in his hair at a restaurant and he walked out on me! I have always had my boundries straight and so I made it clear that it was not okay for him to do that. However, it has been two weeks and he still attempts to call or email me trying to keep tabs on me, and i am doing my ABSOLUTE best to not talk to him, but it gets really hard at times. He really was my pillar of support for over a year and half when i had no one else to turn to, he was always there. He has been there financial situations, through family situation, work, friends, EVERYTHING! He knew me better than anyone else in this world and I would have loved to make it work if it wasnt for our religon. I had made my choice to stick to my family and religion over a man, but sometimes I wonder, how life would've been like if i had chosen him? Those are the times that are really hard.... However, what do i do now when i have passed the point of no return? How can i forget someone that cared for me more than anyone else in the world? I dont even know how to move on since I've never really had a breakup before so If anyone has any good ideas how to overcome this hurrdle in my life, please do respond!