dream of ur loved ones ...

I rarely have happy dreams. And yes, I realized that this is a sad fact. I guess it's because I never think positively when it comes to my life. I have had maybe, one or two dreams where I was married with kids. It was weird because it felt so real. All of my dreams feel real, but this one felt different. Mostly because there is a difference between real life and fictional monsters. I remember when the dream was about to be over. It was kind of like a movie, but without the end credits. I felt myself start to drift away from being genuinely happy. The room was starting to fade as I saw my kid's faces for the first and last time. I was quickly pulled back in to reality as I woke up. And that was the last time my dreams have ever been enjoyable.