do you have someone in your life you don't want?
By sameroad
@sameroad (3178)
United States
May 23, 2008 2:41pm CST
Do you have someone in your life that you wish wasn't there or someone you wish you could kick out but you don't have the heart to tell them get out of my life?
I have a friend that i wish wasn't in my life.
All she does is make me unhappy or pissed off so it seems.
I really just can't stand her anymore and its so frustrating to me because I care about her a lot but sometimes I don't even see why I do! I really don't think she cares for me half as much as i do for her.
and as much as i love her. I hate her.
I can feel it in me. shes made me hate her over the years.
with everything she's done to me and put me through it makes me hate her.
and I just can't help but think how much happier i'd be if she wasn't around or how much happier I get when she isn't around.
it's not to say that every moment is bad...but there are WAY more downs with her then there are ups...
1 response
@underdogtoo (9579)
• Philippines
25 May 08
I think what you have is something called "the deadly embrace" in computer database parlance. I am sure you are not alone in this but the degree of interconnection between you might be different in others. There are people I have in my life I would much rather not have and I am sure there are people who would hate to see my breathe the same air as them. I try to avoid them if I can.
