Benefits
@BellasmamaTiff (2544)
United States
November 2, 2006 7:07pm CST
Well, I was just sitting here thinking, and I realized a lot of things about the relationship Im in now compared to my ones before. And, as far as I can see this is the best thing to happen to me and my daughter...Tell me if you agree...
1. I smoke a lot less....Im down to like, 4 cigs a day.
2. I have been happier...a lot happier...I don't cry as much, and I haven't cried myself to sleep since we have been together.
3. i go out with my friends now! And I didnt realize how important friends were until now.
4. I am NOT jealous.
5. I TRUST HIM
6. I do my make up, and dress nice, I keep myself presentable and cute. I LOVE being a woman. I just realized that too!
7. My stress level is almost non existant.
8. I haven't felt like cutting...Im a cutter...but not by choice...Since we have been together, it hasnt even crossed my mind.
9. I haven't been depressed in weeks...
10. I am ready now, to have a second child.....
11. I find myself singing....at random times, random songs
12. I updated my myspace song to "I Love You" by Martina McBride...lol
13. When I wake up in the morning, he is the first thing I think about.
14. When I go to bed at night, he's the last thing I think about.
15. When we make love, the rest of the world disappears, he is all I see...
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@BellasmamaTiff (2544)
• United States
3 Nov 06
First of all, this is someone I grew up with, all my life. Someone I knew on every level before we even got truly serious. Secondly, he was my first love, my puppy love, and now, we are grown and together.
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@ladydi151 (202)
• United States
3 Nov 06
Hello Happy,
Bravo! I'm happy for you. Stay that way. Don't hurry too soon to have a baby...let the little one enjoy,also. Take what you have now and relish the love, friends, and children. Slow your roll and enjoy. I see that your self-esteem is up.