November 2, 2006 7:07pm CST
Well, I was just sitting here thinking, and I realized a lot of things about the relationship Im in now compared to my ones before. And, as far as I can see this is the best thing to happen to me and my daughter...Tell me if you agree... 1. I smoke a lot less....Im down to like, 4 cigs a day. 2. I have been happier...a lot happier...I don't cry as much, and I haven't cried myself to sleep since we have been together. 3. i go out with my friends now! And I didnt realize how important friends were until now. 4. I am NOT jealous. 5. I TRUST HIM 6. I do my make up, and dress nice, I keep myself presentable and cute. I LOVE being a woman. I just realized that too! 7. My stress level is almost non existant. 8. I haven't felt like cutting...Im a cutter...but not by choice...Since we have been together, it hasnt even crossed my mind. 9. I haven't been depressed in weeks... 10. I am ready now, to have a second child..... 11. I find myself singing....at random times, random songs 12. I updated my myspace song to "I Love You" by Martina McBride...lol 13. When I wake up in the morning, he is the first thing I think about. 14. When I go to bed at night, he's the last thing I think about. 15. When we make love, the rest of the world disappears, he is all I see...
• United States
3 Nov 06
Hello Happy, Bravo! I'm happy for you. Stay that way. Don't hurry too soon to have a baby...let the little one enjoy,also. Take what you have now and relish the love, friends, and children. Slow your roll and enjoy. I see that your self-esteem is up.