I want to calm down

China
June 24, 2008 10:46am CST
I donn't know what comes to me these days.On one side,I am so busy with my study,there will be a national text in Jan. 12 2009 which is so important to me.I am preparing for it day and night;on the other side,I am confused with something just refers to love.Just the bad motion gives me the fidgets.Even I join in a group ,something for finding your girlfriend or boyfriend.I just donn't understand why I decide to do such a crazy thing.Oh,god,who can help me. I fight with myself,struggle with myselt.I cann't believe what I did last night.Maybe I am too conservative to live on the internet.
2 responses
@howard96h (11640)
• New York, New York
24 Jun 08
Hi Fairyanny, are you upset because you joined an online group to find a girlfriend or boyfriend, don't be upset if you have changed your mind and don't want to be in that group any longer, just delete yourself from it. No one can force you to do something you don't want to do. Have a good day.
• China
25 Jun 08
Wow,you remark really hit the bull's eye,and it was exactly right.I am clear about what confused me now,thank you so much.I donn't know how to descripe my feeling now,just thank you. Wish you have a great day. Thank you once more.
@baileycows (3665)
• United States
24 Jun 08
I understand. I want to calm down about other things in my life. This mainly applies to my insecurities. At whatever point in my life I lost security in people it has been a problem. There is a constant circle of anxiety. It is just driving me nuts.
• China
25 Jun 08
Yes,I am quite agree with you,and I always lose security at any time ,in any place.It is so crazy and I am just unaware about what happens to me.It is had to take over the bad mooth. I just wanna to change my mind and calm down myself. I wanna to be maturer and just donn't wanna to do things in a childish way.