My update...

Philippines
June 28, 2008 12:21am CST
Do you remember me having a problem that lead to a plan of ending my life. I already see the light. I was awaken by your responses. I was touched because in a single minute of that discussion, I received a four responses immediately. You guys are like a bullet that responded and saved me. Thank you. Until now I am still receiving responses. I am glad I seek help from you guys, I did not failed, you helped me all the way. That made me think I am important, you made feel special . Promise I will never do it again. I am struggling now and still feeling lonely but knowing that I have you guys and my friends and my family and God, I still have a purpose , I still have so many things to put my mind into rather killing myself. I am such a nerd, don't you think. I will change for the better...i wil do it slowly and I will let you know what will happen in the future. I love you all!
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raydene
@raydene (9871)
• United States
28 Jun 08
Hello Darling I am so behind on my responses that I finally had to delete 600 from my email notifies so I may have missed this discussion. Honey you are so special to me and have helped me so much in the past. I just couldn't go on some days had it not been for your help. When you consider doing away with yourself please think of those of us that so desperately need and love you. xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
grecychunny26
@grecychunny26 (9482)
• Philippines
1 Jul 08
Telling to me that I am special brighthens up my day. You made my day Raydene.
slyvixen42
@slyvixen42 (926)
• United States
28 Jun 08
I'm so happy for you! I wasn't one of those people who encouraged you but if I wouldn't seen your discussion I would have tried to encourage you. I feel for others in pain. I wish no one ever had to feel down. I'm glad you're feeling better.
grecychunny26
@grecychunny26 (9482)
• Philippines
28 Jun 08
Oh thanks for being happy for me. I am moving and about to select the best response.Hope i can see you on my future discussion, hope you can be able to join me ...take care.
secretbear
@secretbear (19448)
• Philippines
16 Aug 08
hi grecy. this is late but i'm really glad that you have found the light. just remember, there is no reason worthy of ending your life. even if things seem to be hopeless, frustrating and depressing, you should always be positive and think of what the future might give you. think of things that make you happy and you'll forget all the bad things. if you can't do it alone, remember that you have friends who are willing to help you carry the burden. who are willing to lend an ear if you need someone to listen to you. who are willing to give you advices for free. just keep hanging there grecy. fight fight fight! aja!