When my optimism runs out...

Tweet

I am an optimistic person, as a matter of fact It is easy for me to get started and be willing to challenge in adverse situation. But as a human being, we have to admit that we are not perfect, that we used to blame someone else because of what was happening in our life. We cannot take control of everything and that our optimistic behavior usually runs out. I often give myself an advice that I can do something and everything will be fine but there are moments that it just did'nt work anymore. My business is running poorly, my family relationship is not well, my husband started to be different, he is acting like a total stranger these days. I mean, what is happening? why does life seems so hard on me now? does faith turns its blade on me completely? Why does problem seems to attacked in one shot? Im lost and I don't know what to do and where to start...I am in totally dislocated state right now. I am appealing to mylot people, if you have the same experience like mine what have you done? what are your actions? have you frecked out also? or let's say, have your optimism ever runs out???