today i have sudden urges... and i wil go crazy. Make it stop :((
By mandykaren
@mandykaren (2040)
July 23, 2008 9:22am CST
i just went to shop short a while ago, was a man standing in queue before
me with no top on, he wasn't even that great looking and had a few tattoos and i don't like them much. BUT why did i have this bad urge to want to brush against his skin with my bare arm.. just to feel his flesh against mine 
First time i had such a sudden urge to touch. I WANTED TO TAKE MY TOP OFF AND FEEL HIS SKIN AGAINST MINE.. normal behavior? lol i suppose it wouldn't have been if i did actually do that
Only felt like that, because of seeing his naked upper body grrrrrr. I wasn't thinking s e x .. only the flesh to flesh i was craving for :(
now makes me feel so depressed because right now i cant stop thinking about it. and seeing half naked men in my head (not naked) maybe i need to feel affection, the touching but with TLC (tender loving care) i don't know how to deal with it..
And dont say to go out and get a man, because a one niter is not the answer as that be easy to get. BUT affection in loving way is NOT so easy 
just wanted to share my inner feelings of how i am feeling today since i not got a true friend to talk to :(
First time i had such a sudden urge to touch. I WANTED TO TAKE MY TOP OFF AND FEEL HIS SKIN AGAINST MINE.. normal behavior? lol i suppose it wouldn't have been if i did actually do that
Only felt like that, because of seeing his naked upper body grrrrrr. I wasn't thinking s e x .. only the flesh to flesh i was craving for :(
now makes me feel so depressed because right now i cant stop thinking about it. and seeing half naked men in my head (not naked) maybe i need to feel affection, the touching but with TLC (tender loving care) i don't know how to deal with it..
And dont say to go out and get a man, because a one niter is not the answer as that be easy to get. BUT affection in loving way is NOT so easy
just wanted to share my inner feelings of how i am feeling today since i not got a true friend to talk to :(3 responses
@tutul0045 (2630)
• India
24 Jul 08
Well i just saw what u typed. Actually i had no intentions to offend any feelings here. I read what u typed in this discussion and i had nothing in my mind to write, lol.
Well hope u r not offended.
Cheers,
Tutul
@mandykaren (2040)
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25 Jul 08
hey its ok :)) i dont get offended easily.. so dont worry :))) i only said how i was feeling at the time when did this discussion since i no friends i can talk to in life, i kinda starting to use mylot as my friend, somewhere i can let out feelings as to how i was feeling.. did kind of help
@mandykaren (2040)
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23 Jul 08
no.. only friend i had was back stabber.. not easy to know whom can trust and in any case everyone else have husband.. i am divorced.
@goldeneagle (6743)
• United States
23 Jul 08
well I only have on a pair of shorts right now, so you can think about me if you want...hahaha
@mandykaren (2040)
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23 Jul 08
hahaha.. not the same, is it. its the being close to someone in life.. And sometimes all need to feel this, especially women 
its the being close to someone in life.. And sometimes all need to feel this, especially women 