Alone and afraid: What do you do when life closes in?

I will face it.. Because there's no point in running away from it as te problem is not solved.. We can run away once but not forever.. Since that's the case, might as well settle the problem once and for all to shorten to pain..

goonies never surrender goonies never say die theres plenty of times when faced with the flight/fight situations where i prolly shouldve fled and stood steadfast. warrior nature? instinct? stupidity? not to say i dont fall down the same as everyone else.. but i dont tend to stay there for long. do i ask the gods? everyday for one thing or the other.. not just when in turmoil

Yes to all three...lol But now I'll pick up the phone and call family or friends and chit chat for awhile. Sometimes I will get myself so busy in something to where I don't think about it until the feeling passes.

This subject is all I know! For sometime I've felt so alone in my life. Even though i have people that love me. Im not religous at all, but I found a prayer everynight helps take the ease off. If I'm feeling really down I curl up in my boyfriends lap and hold him tight. It makes me feel like I'm not alone. But the most help I get from is hugging my little dog. She has the most unconditional love for me and hugging her makes me feel so safe. Im not the type to walk tall and go down fighting, so i guess i would be in the running away catagory. But most recently i got tired of running away. . . so now im trying my hardest to walk tall and fight.