First Crush!

NOpe, not too matured at young age, but rather, very innocent and naive.. lol =D Only attracted to the looks.. lol ANd when i know there are others who likes her too, i will start to give up, and sad to say, i was quite a despondent when i was young, i will just give up easily whenever i have competition.. hehe =D THus, all the time, i could not admire from far.. hehe AFter graduation from primary school, we are no longer in contact, because while in school, we will only talk to each other in class only.. lol =D Stupid of me right?? hehe ^_^ Though she stays quite near to my place, around 10 mins walk, but that was more than a decade ago, and after that, we din see each other again.. haha I'm able to remember because like u say, 1st crush, and also, she's the shortest in my class too, other than me.. lol =D Thus, she has got some impression left in me.. hehe ^_^ Yeah, as we grow older, love isn't just as simple, because we make things much more complicated by assuming this or that, suspecting this and that.. ANd also comparing us to others, makes the whole relationship even worse.. Actually, love is very simple, love itself is rich, all the other things are just materialistic in love ^_^

haha.. I've changed for the better, i dun give up easily now, and i also have learn to only show my strong points and work hard on it, instead of pushing myself too hard, ending up showing all my flaws.. lol No matter how strong is the competitor, i only know that as long as i put in a good fight and to my best, the result doesn't really matter s the decision does not lies in me ^_^ hehe If u are that gal, u should feel honoured, because she's really cute, with those big lovely eyes too.. lol =D ANd with that height of hers, it makes her looks like a real life doll ^_^ hehe AIya, how am i to know that she actually lives so near to me, we were in the same class for almost 4 yrs, but it's only till primary 3 then i know she's staying there, and by brimary 4, we were already in different classes.. lol =D SO if fate really allows us to be frenz and meet up again, i will have seen her so many times b4 i'm always walking past her house whenevr i'm walking to the train station.. lol =D BUt now, even if i were to see her again, i guess i won't be able to recognise her again.. haha

Hehe.. so sweet and innocent! Are you still like that? Giving up something that you want when others take a fancy to it? Aiyoh! Can't be like that la! When we want something, we got to fight for it with all our minds and souls. That should be the fighting spirit in us that makes all of us humans. Afterall, everything is fair competition. And may the best wins! =D And to think you noticed her just because she is also about the same height as you in class. Lol! I am not too sure how well will I take that sort of reasoning if I am that girl. Should I be honoured or should I feel insulted? Hehe.. no offence to you though. Alamak, both of you are living so near to one another! Why don't you take the initiative of keeping the friendship alive? Afterall, the first step is always the most difficult to take, but once you take that step, the rest of the steps becomes easier and easier the more you walk. That's also the case in any relationships. Once the first step of reinitiating the friendship is started, the friendship will just take its natural course, and who knows? BOth of you may just be fated to be together and when fate intervenes, there would be the perfect fairy tale ever recorded in real life! Awww~

I could just about understand that feeling of first crush, whereby one just seems to be so clumsy when near to the one they have a crush on. Lol, the palpitating of the heart, the sweaty palms and the breathlessness. Hehe, the sweetness of first crush. SO.. did things work out for both of you since you were classmates all the way to high school? Hopefully, it did, or hopefully both of you did end up to be close friends? Well, anyway, thanks for your comment. Take care and happy mylotting!!

unfortunately we didnt end up together but we did become good friends. havent seen him though after our 2nd year in college. i did have the same clumsiness with my boyfriend who passed away. On one of our dates, my elbow slipped off a table while staring at him.hahaha really embarrassing.

Oh well, there's still cuteness to be found in any clumsiness. No worries. Some guys love that in a person as it makes the person seems more real. And it takes a real confident person to be able to love at herself when that happens. So, remember to laugh at yourself no matter how embarrassing it feels at the moment, as that is what guys love about ladies - confidence in oneself. =D There is always something good happening after something bad. And there used to be this one chinese proverb that goes,"Good or bad?" Hard to say. So, when something bad happens, just brush it off and say its ok, as we can be sure that something good is coming along the way. It's a happy thing that though both of you did not end up to be lovers, you had in fact become good friends. And that (friendship) usually last a longer time than any puppy love out there! I'm sorry to hear about your loss of your boyfriend. So how are you coping nowadays? Move on, but never let that memory of him die in your heart! Take care!

? I don't get what you mean? Anyway, thanks for your input! Happy Mylotting and have a nice day!

Haha so what did you do? What was your feelings like at that point of time? Share your experiences. =)