I would like to think

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I would like to think that I am a good grandduaghter. I love my grandfather and do all that I can for him. I also love my grandmother who passed away in Dec. of 07'. I went to see her in the hospital on a Fri. night even when my mother told me that she was fine and would be coming home in a day or 2. Something kept telling me to go. I was not there very long but was able to tell her that I love her and give her a picture that my daughter had drawn for her. I left her hospital room so the Dr. could check her out. We went home that night with heavy hearts. I wanted to stay with her because she was alone. But I went home instead. That folowing Mon. my grandmother died. I miss her so much. I try to help my grandfather with anything that he needs but I have 3 kids and live an hour away. I can't do as much as my sister can but I am not jealous. I just want to know that what I can do is enough. I can't afford the gas to go see him more than once a week but even that is starting to break me. Am I obsessing over nothing? I just want to help. But have little means to do so. 5 months after my Grandma died we lost my brother. My mom has had it so rough. I try real hard with her too. I know that things will start to look up but I wish God would let up oon my family a little bit. We can't handle much more.