thinkalot mylotters

Sometimes I feel like there's a whole part of my brain that does nothing but day dream. It's completely mapped out how I'm going to spend he money when I win the lottery. . . It just never reminds me to buy a ticket. I've never stopped to think about it being unhealthy but I suppose it can be, especially if people spend more time in their fantasies than in reality. Maybe that's why a lot of fiction authors develop phsychological issues.

I dream about owning my own business and not having an immediate supervisor to butt heads with, but the way my life is, I'd still probably get fired! But, yeah - I drift off and think about "what if things were different" - "what if things don't change" - "what will my life be like when my mother's gone?" - "will I ever be able to really be independent?" Lots of things on my mind and I flit from thought to thought. The business thing - that I would like to do. I'd love to own either a resale clothing business or a resale book store.

I day dream all the time! It's terrible really. I always day dream at school or whenever people talk to long. I guess day dreaming is supposed to be somewhat good for you because it stimulates your mind when you are bored, but too much day dreaming can lead to mental issues and that is what scares me. Maybe I am day dreaming too much. Maybe I'll go crazy! lol.