tired

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I'm so tired of feeling worthless, my hands don't work right, I wear braces called AFO's on my legs, I'm tired of struggling to get stuff done, I'm tired of feeling unwanted or like a piece of +ss by guys, I'm tired of my bills goin up and the government taking money from my ssi for medicaid, I'm just flat out tired of life..... I wanna be the women that a man comes home to walks in the door gives me a kiss and says how's your day been huney. I can be the women that when you come home to me that I have supper ready. When you come home I wanna be able to watch a movie with you and enjoy each others company. I don't want expensive things, like diamods, I just wanna be loved. And when we are old and fragile, I want to be able to sit with you on the porch swing and just sit with you... Is it too much to ask for a faithful, caring, and gentle man. Is it too much to ask for me to have all of your heart. When you wake up I want to be the one that causes the smile on your face, and the one you dream of when you sleep. I want to feel the smooth soft touch of your arm around me. When I look at you I want to smile, and when you look back at me I want you to know that I love you. When your having a bad day I wanna be the one that rubs your aching back. But at the end of the day when there's no more words left to say I want you just to hold me, and when you look into my eyes and smile softly I'll know you love me.