how many are you in your circle-of-friends?!

Let me tell you my story. I don't have a wonderful childhood. When I was young, I wasn't allowed to went outside the house. But sometimes I am able to sneak out. But unfortunately, nobody wanted to be friends with me, all the kids in the neighborhood will never let me join in their games and they would always tease me. Thus, I always end up being alone,talking to myself and playing with myself. As i entered kinder and elementary, my fate was still the same. Nobody wanted to be friends with me still. I don't know what's wrong with me that they didn't like me. I did nothing wrong to them. Thus, I ended up alone still with no real friends. As I entered high school, I got friends but nobody was close to me. I just got ordinary friends whom I talked about school stuffs with. I got no one to lean on and thus, again, ended up being alone and living for myself only. At present, fortunately, I became closer to some of my high school friends who are my classmates now. I have friends now whom I can share my problems with and whom I know that I can lean on with.

Me and my fiance have our group of friends which does not consist of a lot of people but the ones in the group we are mostly close to,the group was started back when we were in school,and we started the group because we were all misfits that banded together because as a group no one messed with us,and we have been friends ever since ,even though the only one that me and my fiance are really close to is my best friend ,other than my fiance who is also my best friend,and he would do anything for me just like I would do anything for him.