I love you goodbye...

Speaking of letting go. I just saw him browsing my profile at friendster and I must admit I was a bit shaken. I don't know what to feel. I'm not sure if I could really go through this letting go stuff. I did check out on his profile too and I saw this girl who flirts with him since college and I was jealous to know that they are communicating. Arghhh! I'm not suppose to be feeling this way!

That is so true! I will try starting today. I'll try not to do anything which would remind me of him in any manner. It's just so hard to let go that easy. I wish I could do it in just a snap of a finger but I know it'll take time. Thanks for your concern.

If you have decided to end it, you should not look back anymore. Stop accessing his friendster, you have to stop it drastically. No more things about him. Otherwise, you won't forget your feeling for him and it will not be good for you, you are just torturing yourself with your memory of him. I know it's really not easy at the beginning, it needs time, but if you do not want to stop it, the pain won't go away at all.

Thank you Cjay77. I hope this agony of mine would stop and I'm hoping it's soon. This is actually not helping me. It is affecting my work already. But I know that this is just temporary. Although I'm praying that tomorrow I will not be feeling this anymore. I wish there is some kind of a remedy for a broken heart like an ointment that after one or two applications, the pain is all gone.

Yeah! I know it really is painful. I'm trying to live one day at a time without him. It's really a struggle for me. Since we're always together. It's like a package deal. When you invite him I'm there, when you invite me he's there. Everybody knew that we are so together and it's just so hard to let go of the things I get used to doing with him. I'm praying real hard everyday to cope up with the situation. And the best way to totally get over him is to find another. And I'm hoping to find someone to love real soon.

Thank you for dropping by. Sometimes, even if you don't know the person whom you're talking to, but if you feel that someone listens, it helps lessen the pain. I appreciate your concern. I really do hope that I'll get over this soon. Cuz I don't want to be in this kind of feeling for so long. God bless you!