ouch that hurts!

I think your not the only one in this world that God get someone who you really love. But time flies and time forgets,it's just that you cannot see the smae love you had. Memories that he left behind until now it is still their. And it's very hard to move on for you cause you've closed the doors. I can't blame you for that. Still you have a life to go on and you still exist.and hard to adjust I think. God has always a reason why that we don't know what is next.You felt love than not having love at all. To mend a broken heart,is still you have to go on,you still have your journey. Sometimes you have to seek God not to feel your alone. God is good and he will make a way for you.He will be the one to amend your broken heart. Life is still beautiful if you want too.It's just being contented with what you have now and that is your self. Nothing in this world that is permanent it's just you. We learn from this pain and hurts,we became a stronger person and a better one.Think positively even it hurts. Take your time,think about yourself for now, gently it will amend your broken heart. God have something for you! God is always there. Have a nice day! God will heal your broken heart just trust him. God bless!

iam very sorry about everything you have went through and for your loss unfourtanly i cant give you any advice because i have never really lost anyone but my family members i guess all i can say is ask god to make you stronger and give it time im sure it will all work out