do u feel u hav the devil inside you ?????????????????

India
September 7, 2008 9:32am CST
sometimes i do stuff when i'm overemotioned like when i'm really angry i say stuff which i would normally regret and when i'm really sad i'll be very rude as if i dont care about others feelings which i normally do. sometimes i feel like i hav a split personality or somethin or that i got the devil inside me. all i know is dat this stuff is doin nthn gud to my life. its kinda effecting my relationships with people.
7 responses
@eshaan (6188)
• India
7 Sep 08
ya..it happens many times, it happens specially wiht me for the people i care most, and so i get angry when i find something wrong with them.That definitely affects our relationships i know, but also strengthens them i feel..
• India
11 Sep 08
strengthen relationships..........how so ??? can u xplain ???
@eshaan (6188)
• India
11 Sep 08
I have experienced it very recently, i fought with one of my best friend and said him which i never said in my dreams, but good frens are like that, he was also very tensed, but later i also regreted and said him SORRY....he forgave me and now the bond is too strong..atleast i feel that...now i won't do it again i have promised myself....so it strengthened the relationship, i came to know how much he cares for me...didn't i said right ??? :)
• Philippines
7 Sep 08
Though not often but I had experienced it too. Whenever i am really angry i do say stuffs that i know would hurt a certain person. And afterwards, after i cool down and after i realize what i am saying, i feel embarrassed and i feel guilty that i want to apologize badly to that person. Its not like i go berserk, i just cannot control my mouth when i feel really angry. The words that i don't want to say just keep coming out from my mouth. What i would be saying would be the total opposite of what is really inside my mind. It just comes out suddenly, those hurting words, that i never planned to say. I know that this personality is somewhat weird but i do feel that a devil is taking over my mind during those times. Well, there is always room for change. Right now, whenever i feel angry, i try to control it so that i cannot hurt those people that are important to me.
• India
11 Sep 08
try to control it..............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Actually, i do a mental promise that i wont go out of control again evrytime i have a fight. but it happens..........it juz happens
@icegermany (2524)
• India
7 Sep 08
yes i think every person have the good and bad both the features inside us which really plays a big role inside us and also outside us. there are times where people just react to the kind of situation is. if its good situation he is normal and behaves well and there are times where the situation is really worst and the person turns to be annoyed and get angry and this is the way how we react to. but being a human god has blessed us with brain which makes us think of good and bad and make us realise and hence this particular feature is provided to us and hence we need to take the advantage of it to handle the situation in a good and kind way and hence we always need to suppress the wild part in us.
• India
11 Sep 08
yeah but i think wat ur referring to is the normal anger that people feel but its almost always in control. i'm talkin abt ven we feel abnormally angry and say insane stuff to whoever that made u that way. really like a devil !!!!!!!!!!!!!
@rocker21 (2716)
• India
7 Sep 08
Yeah there is a devil inside me which awakens alot of times!
• India
7 Sep 08
hi Actually, we have two aspects - goodness and devilish nature. Sometimes circumstances lead to expressions like a devil. Human being is able to control that devil nature and that makes human beings different from animals. So, all we have to do is to minimize the devilish acts by constant practice and endless efforts. Whenever, you feel sad because of your rudeness, it shows that you are exposed to learning. Just grab the opportunity and ractify. That's how we learn to tame the devil.
• India
7 Sep 08
Ya, I think I have. Bt I always try to win it.
@orochi (318)
• Denmark
7 Sep 08
That certanly depends on my mood if im happy i cant feel like that but if im mad/angry im certanly feeling that some sort of devil is inside me because of my madness and angryness. But besides that no i dont think that there is some sort of devil inside me.