Have been so thankful lately

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I haven't been on the computer that much lately, mainly just visiting my myspace to catch up with friends/family and checking my emails. I'm so behind on my sites, including mylot--- but life has been soooo crazy lately. Those that are my friends here know that I found out I was pregnant in July, and just about 2 weeks ago I miscarried. I would be 12 weeks yesterday. That would be the ending of the first trimester, and it makes me so sad to know how easily things come and go. We were so happy, and then so devastated. My son also had surgury last Wednesday (see my other Post) and he is doing well right now and things are improving so much for him. I'm so thankful for that. My boyfriend is still out on work comp due to an injury he had LAST March and we are waiting for him to have shoulder surgury. We've also had alot of personal events happen within the last 2 weeks and things were so rocky for my whole family, but life seems so much better now. My divorce will be final next month... YAY! I'm so happy for that because it will final release me from the past and I'll feel that I can move on(even though I really have). I've also decided that in April of next year, I"m going to go be moving to Illinois. I'm ready for a "new life". I have so much heartache in this state. My mom died here, will be 9 years, and I'm coming up on the 6th year of my brother being killed in November. My boyfriend and love of my life is from Illinois and moved here for me--- but all of his family is there. I raelly don't have much family left, so it makes more sense to move with his family and see a new life. I really don't have anything to lose. I believe my son's health will be much better in April of next year and it will be so nice to have a clean slate for both of us, so to speak. I just feel so thankful that we got thru the last 2 weeks, I prayed alot, hoped for answers and things are "piecing" themselves together, almost naturally at this point. I have hope for the future now, I don't think I had that before. I'm starting to be more optimistic about things. I just wanted to share my happiness with others and show how thankful I am. I hope everyone else has been getting thru their hard times and are having positive outcomes as well. I love my Mylot family :)