when you feel all alone, the word has turned its back on you
By mandykaren
@mandykaren (2040)
September 15, 2008 11:59pm CST
that is how i feel so much of the time.. where hopes and dreams are far away and darkness is apone my dooor that i feel i cant take any more, people are so cold...
This life is not fair
Feel alone and the worse has turned its back on me.. tell me , is being nasty better wouldn't i get on better in this world if i was a b1tch i thin k so, cos i sure dont get on well as i am at the moment
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5 responses
@cupid74 (11388)
• Pakistan
16 Sep 08
Hi Karen
U know being a Muslim, disappointed is not allowed and its said that u just keep on doing ur work and rest Leaves on Allah/God. And sure u might be doing differnt if u were nasty but do u really think that by that ur concious would be satisfied???
U r right that people are so cold and ruthless, society is turning into careless and "damn care attitude" but still i wont say that u loose hope and Ray of hope is always their, u keep on doing good work and things will be better for u
Just need positive mind set,
Take care
@mandykaren (2040)
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16 Sep 08
yes people care becoming cold and uncaring.. Some of what i get, i know i do not deserve it.. Just at times i am sure if i was more cold myself and not care, id get on better in this life.. Sometimes i ok, sometimes i not.. i am sure you must get days like that of feeling everything is against you
thanks for opinion, and you take care
@sabbatha (287)
• United States
16 Sep 08
While I also have times that I feel alone, I do not ever believe that the world has turned it's back on me. I believe that the world just is, it doesn't go against us, it doesn't go our way it just is. I know when I feel alone that I have turned my back on the world. But we all go through sad times, and it is tough to get out of sometimes.
I do hope you come back and face the world again! I hope you feel better soon, it certainly isn't any fun to be stuck in sadness and depression. Please seek help if it gets too bad!
@mandykaren (2040)
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16 Sep 08
Was just feeling really low last night after constant jerks in msn, well i am used to it and have been for months but then suddenly it gets to me and the loneliness and you just crave for a hug to feel better,, Ended up making this discussion as just needed to hear a few kind words, to feel i am not only one that feels this way, and i NEEDED caring words as just had a bad night of msn uncaring coldness.. There is me crying, and all they cared about was cam.. And all i wanted was just to talk to someone that didnt want talk to me just for a body 
crash n burn by savage garden is song i was listening to and how i felt
thanks for caring
crash n burn by savage garden is song i was listening to and how i felt
thanks for caring
@lilaclady (28207)
• Australia
16 Sep 08
I think everyone goes through times like this, I know i do, a lot, but we all must have faith in tomorrow and just live for today for what it is, tomorrow could hold anything for us, a new day and many new things can happen, i hope you find something very special soon.
@msmell (1378)
• Australia
16 Sep 08
Hi Karen,
Yes I think that you will find that everyone does go through a stage like this in their live at one point in time! But honestly what you think might be dark and cold today will only start to get brighter as times goes on believe me I have been there myself after my marriage went south, I know that it is hard but you just have to hang in there and no I don't think you should turn nasty! You should just be yourself, well except for these dirty sleaze guy's on MSN if they asked me to strip on the cam for them just so they could get their jollies off well then yes I would be nasty 
@mandykaren (2040)
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16 Sep 08
i put up with so much, and there is only so much we can take.. it not just been the odd one, this been going on for months, and i wanted use msn to know different cultures and learn language, make a few friends, allow to know me.. But instead only want to know the body and not my mind 
respect seem to be a very difficult thing to get these days. I could name the country that i get most problems from, but best not here and its a shame since i respected the religion and know much of the language.
thanks for understanding, i was really upset last night when did this discussion and was a song, by savage garden i was listening to at time and i now see my silly typo with word 'world' lol
respect seem to be a very difficult thing to get these days. I could name the country that i get most problems from, but best not here and its a shame since i respected the religion and know much of the language.
thanks for understanding, i was really upset last night when did this discussion and was a song, by savage garden i was listening to at time and i now see my silly typo with word 'world' lol
@JLMack (68)
• United States
16 Sep 08
I felt like you for the longest time, and I am sorry that you are going through it. But being nasty or a b1tch is not going to make life any better.
First you have to smile when you pass others on the street. Even if you don't really don't feel like it. They will smile back, try it you will see. You need to feel good about your self and make each day good for your self.
@mandykaren (2040)
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16 Sep 08
Sometimes you get to a state where you do feel being nice is not helping, and people still disrespect or uncaring, that maybe i need to be nasty.. I mean a b1tch seem to get what they want in this world it seems.. Last night i was feeling very sad and annoyed at msn.. Songs i listen to did not help either.. I be ok, have me ups and downs of feeling totally alone and feel world against me..
thanks for suggestion
