Crying Daughter

that is a hard desission to make ya want to make money to feed them but then ya also want to be home. CAn you put out some feelers for jobs at home so you might have a chance to get a job when ya get home? I do beleive I would go home any how hard on you and child you being away!

Your little girls really miss you that much. You don't have to worry of not getting a job cause you know that's impossible. You're an asset to any employer so why afraid of not getting a job? It's not you who will look for them but it is them who will look for you. You've been a nice employee ever since so no need to worry. I think it's better to have a simple life and a complete family together rather than having all the demands of life yet you're not with them when they need a father to hug and even talk to. I know you've been doing all this just for them but I know they will still be happy and contented if you're with them.

Since u are working aboard, and there's no reason as to why u won't be able to meet the demand in your own home country when u are back.. IN fact, u should be able to work even better and faster, as compared when u are overseas.. If u are really scared about not getting a job once u are back, u can try to take long leave from your existing company instead, spend around 1 month or so with your family, and make them understand that u have to work^_^ SInce u are undecided on long term solutions, try out the short term solution and see how it goes^_^

Look at the job market at home and see what your options are. Arrange for interviews during a time where you can visit your family. The way prospective employers will handle this and show interest will give you an indicator as to how marketable your skills are at home and how quickly you will find a job. Considering that you are supporting your family, you should not be without a job for a prolonged amount of time. Your daughters will eventually understand that. Until then arrange for a video uplink through your computer so they can see and talk to you. That should ease the pain a bit. Good luck with the job search.