I once ran away with a Gypsy Fiddler

United States
October 27, 2008 5:31pm CST
My husband was in organized crime and was enraged that I would display such effrontery - his reputation was his life. Well, I also took our kids... ‘his kids’, his bloodline, his future. Anyway, he tracked me down, beat me to a bloody pulp and tossed me over a bridge to die. My left eye was pressed against the sand. I kept thinking if I could open that eye I would survive. I never opened that eye again, and died there on the banks of that river. Then I ran into him later, in another life. This one actually. My dreams identified him for me, and led me to the appropriate action. Does anyone else here in this cyber-world use their dreams as guidance, or do you need a bunch of book-learning to know how to act?
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@hellcord (673)
• Romania
30 Oct 08
Well zigzag, the Dreamworld was a complete mystery to me, and I was largely ignorant of it until I started with Salvia Divinorum. Even before that I have known of at least one CLEAR case where I saw something in a dream, then I saw it happen Exactly like that in real life, about 6-7 years later. But this wasn't in my main area of interests so I didn't make a big deal out of it. After Salvia however, dreams have become MUCH more important and near to me. See, the state of the brain during a Salvia trip is so foreign and alien compared to our normal state, that the only thing even remotely comparable is deep REM sleep, and our dreams at night. Actually the world that one enters in Salvia trips (Paintworld I call it personally) is very much like the Dreamworld itself, and Dreamworld is the only familiar ground that one can use, to make some sense of it. Rules of reality are far gone and useless :) Since Salvia and Paintworld are of GREAT importance to me now, and Dreamworld is CLOSER to it than reality / normal state - naturally I have started to give much more attention to dreams, and how experiences in Dreamworld connect with reality and the world of the Salvia trips. Not only do I give great attention to it, but I am also working at actively bringing more of Paintworld from up above, from out there, DOWN HERE in actual physical form, in drawings, paintings, videos and practices that I do in my life. In a mindset that I keep, alien and foreign and fresh, coming directly from out there, from Salvia world, where earth people rarely go. Well actually ALL earth people DO go out there every night during their dreams, and they COULD learn a lot out there, but then when they come back here, they ignore everything they saw, and decide as a group that NOTHING worth noticing happened last night in all the dreams. So they learn nothing from it :) Peace and colors to you all :D
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• United States
31 Oct 08
Wow. Now that I've done a little research I don't imagine you are likely to have any seeds sitting around the apartment! I couldn't find seeds anywhere, only cuttings! And I surely won't be ordering any of them right away! A semi-tropical plant to spend 2 weeks traveling in a box into below freezing weather? Hah! That would be one fine waste of a few fine dollars!
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• United States
31 Oct 08
Due to circumstances beyond my control I can not grow that plant right now Tremor. I can still smoke it, I just cannot grow it. That is the whole point here.
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@hellcord (673)
• Romania
31 Oct 08
weed has nothing to do with salvia, the effects are as different as sleeping versus getting drunk :D Depends on what you need to do, you want to smoke one or the other. Partying or friendly gathering - weed Spiritual visions - Salvia zigzag, you cannot grow it out of seeds, only cuttings. I am not growing myself yet, but will soon enough. The price of it is as follows: if you smoke basic leaf, that is one of the most inexpensive smokeables out there. I got a huge bag that will last me a year, for about 50 bucks. That was 120 Grams of it, at the time it was full. Since I bought that bag it's been 4-5 months, I have smoked myself, smoked with friends, gave as gift, sold in smaller quantities, got about 30 bucks back from selling, and I still have for 2 months, 3 if I use it wisely :D So grow only if you love growing, if smoking is your need, then buy. Extracts can be more expensive, but they are also much more powerful, and so last longer. For instance, 15x Extract, that is 15 times stronger than the same amount of leaf, costs perhaps 10 times more. So you do get more bang for your buck, but it comes in smaller quantities :D This concludes your Salvia lesson for today. Stay green, peace :)
• India
28 Oct 08
Oh my god!! Sounds terrible! I hope I won't run into my ex murderer any time. I don't really use my dreams for anything other than enjoyment. Most of the time, they are so garbled and meaningless that I can't find any meaning in them. By the way, do you really remember past lives? I was just thinking of starting a new discussion on past lives. :) Cheers and happy mylotting
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• India
28 Oct 08
That sounds really interesting. I wonder what I was in my past life (if there is such a thing). The only dream that I ever took seriously was what I call a darkness dream. The damn thing was so real and so scary. The strangest part of it was that, in spite of the darkness, I could see everything clearly. And at the end of it, I would be wide awake and wondering what it meant. Thank God I don't get such dreams anymore. And the best dream that I ever had was about the sea--lovely blue waves, sunshine, and cute children playing about on the sand. :)
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• United States
29 Oct 08
The thing about past lives that for me is so mind boggling is that are they in fact past? Or are they currently being lived in other dimensions by different aspects of the entity that is your larger self??? Whew! Makes me dizzy!
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• United States
28 Oct 08
Hahahahahaha! Nah, it wasn't terrible positive... it was an exhilarating opportunity to take my revenge! I do not pay much attention to the majority of my dreams either, and just enjoy the entertainment value of them, but sometimes I have very sharp and clear ones that never lie to me. I would be a fool to ignore them!! I remember past lives not in the way you probably mean by 'remember'. I get flashes of memory, images, feelings, knowingnesses, etc., and then just put it all together like a jigsaw puzzle. Hehehe, but if you start a discussion about it I am sure to be there!
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@James72 (26790)
• Australia
28 Oct 08
It could have been worse..... You could have been fiddled with by a gypsy! I have read the occasional book on many different guidance doctrines, yes. I eventually came to the conclusion that if any of them were totally accurate and contained the undeniable truth about things like this, then the person who had this knowledge certainly wouldn't be trying to make money from this profound discovery by selling books! There is no "formula" for interpreting a dream because there are so many subconscious factors to consider that vary from person to person. I agree that there can be base metapahorical or representational reasoning used in some cases but this is still a vague explanation. I could have had exactly the same dream as you but it doesn't necessarily mean the same thing. The issue for me is that I rarely seem to remember any dreams I have anymore, so even if I wanted to try to use them as a form of guidance in my life I am lacking the material! Maybe deja vu is arguably a similar thing for those of us that are not conscious of these things so often?
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• United States
28 Oct 08
You don't need a formula to interpret your dreams. But you are right, it is a very personal thing. It is the emotional content of the dream where your focus should be, not so much on the events or images in the dream, although those factors can certainly be informative! If you are having good dreams then there is no need to pay much attention to them, other than for entertainment purposes. If your dreams do not feel good to you then that is an indication that A: You're working stuff out in your dream state and/or B: You need to change the thoughts that are leading you in that unwanted direction. With a close enough search you will always find thoughts in your waking state that match the feelings in the dream. Change those thoughts and you change the direction of your life. It's really very simple to remember your dreams, but you have to make a conscious decision to do it, and then keep practicing every night. Tell yourself before you go to sleep that 'tonight I will remember my dreams', and keep something beside the bed to record them on as soon as you wake from them. Not only is it fun, but it can be VERY rewarding! In my experience, deja vu refers to dreams... it is not the same thing as a dream, it is a memory of a dream, which has been activated by something in the current environment that is the same.
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@drannhh (15219)
• United States
28 Oct 08
I think it is of considerable advantage to use a bit of each. After all, without a little book-learning how would one be able to invoke the venerable name of Chaucer's Wife of Bath at opportunities such as this. For the uninitiated she was was the cave men used to call an uppity woman. Not only did she have the effrontery to debate the finer points of life with clerics, but she suggested that her own experience might be a tad more valid than all of their authority. She married her first 5 husbands for money but the 6th for love. It was a mistake.
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• United States
28 Oct 08
Well spoke drannhh! And I am heartily pleased to have provided the opportunity for you to have invoked such a name! I love uppity women! It is my opinion that marriage is always a mistake, whether for love OR money.
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• United States
9 Nov 08
Nah, I will continue to discount the money angle, whether I do it quickly and efficiently, or slow and lazy. But you are right about jobs... I think one day in our glorious future that massive spreading disease in our history that consumed such huge chunks of humanity, will probably come to be known as the Job Plaque. I am glad it skipped over me, although I could sure use some income. Got any ideas besides jobs or marriage (or any other sort of risky business)?? It should be something that gives me great pleasure and satisfies many requirements, with money being a secondary, but appreciated, bit of deliciousness tossed in.
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• United States
18 Nov 08
What do you mean it's not me. Yes it is. Kitties in Boots was in remembrance of my 2 little kitties that disappeared, but now they are back so I don't need to remember them because I see them everyday. My new avatar is a hexagram from the I-Ching. It is fire and water, and I am fire and water. And what? Don't you check your email? I already told you my computer was back up and running!
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@SaintAnne (5453)
• United States
28 Oct 08
I don't know if I ever based a big decision on a dream. I am sure I have decided not to go somewhere if I had a nightmare about such plan the night before. I don't see myself believing in dreams and the supernatural but I guess I do in my own way. As for how to act? I guess I do research on evidence that I could actually touch! I'm one to shrug off a dream unless it really rattled me.
• United States
28 Oct 08
I'm not talking about casual dreams. I'm talking about 'message' dreams... the ones that are packed full of emotion and compel you to remember them. There is nothing 'supernatural' about the non-physical energy that is who you really are communicating with it's physical aspect in the dreamstate... it is perfectly natural. It is perfectly natural for that communication to take place in the waking state too, but most people are very resistant to it because of fear. Dreams give you advance notice of the direction you are heading, unless you change your course. So if I have bad dreams I look for the area of my life that matches the feeling of that dream, and I change the thoughts that are causing those feelings. It's much easier to deal with it in that way than after it has manifested into the physical realm. And of course if I am having good dreams I don't change a thing! I'm rambling though... I am actually in the middle of an experiment and just passing the time till the results come in. That's all I can tell you right now because it's a very secretive study!
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• United States
29 Oct 08
I once wrote about a farce I had engaged in and called it 'Study in Grey'. It all started off with a dream that went like this... It was a dark and stormy night, hehehe, but it was! The dreamscape was a gray raging sea, viciously assaulting slate gray rocks with foaming white tongues. Zoom, zoom, in closer at the shadowy figure climbing precariously up that wall of rock, the waves hungry for his very soul, seaweed dangling from his long black beard and hair. There is a boat being mercilessly slam-dunked in the writhing and crashing waters of the small moonlit cove. I wake up abruptly. What was that guy doing?? From what perspective was my view?? Was mine the face of the moon shining down on him? Or was I in fact the hero making his way up the face of that cliff on his brave and desperate nocturnal quest? Maybe I was the white-bosomed, white-knuckled, cloaked and hooded wench in the boat, my eyes glued to the figure on the rocks? I don't know, nevertheless, I took my kids with me and went on a quest to find those rocks. I think they are in Maine. While we were in Massachusetts I went to see a gypsy fortune teller. She told me I was on my way. Then she gave me my money back and started screaming at me. All of a sudden she just threw my money across the table and yelled "You're psychic yourself, what do you want to come to me for??" She followed me out into the street shouting at me that I should stay there in Rockport (to avoid what was before me I think). I also think I was wrong to call my current experiment a 'study'. I think it's actually more of a test! It looks good so far... I'm still grinning anyway. In fact I'm laughing right out loud! I hope you slept well with pleasant dreams!
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@SaintAnne (5453)
• United States
28 Oct 08
Well, I hope your study's findings are to your liking. Whatever you said is a bit too much for me to process, I'm sorry. Maybe it's my fear that's making me resist such. But I'm interested to find out what the results are of this secret study of yours, or are the results going to stay secret too? (I'm logging off now, I'm going to sleep! Night, night!)
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@CJscott (4187)
• Portage La Prairie, Manitoba
19 Aug 09
My dreams tell of futures what could be. Often as I go through life, I will remember a scene of a dream in the moment. Many call this Deja Vu or some other mystic thing. I don't know, I just know that most of my dreams are a pure fortune telling. Nothing more nothing less. I do let them guide me though, as well as my books. My books have taught me many things, A smart person learns from their mistakes, a Wise person learns from the mistakes of others. Cheers.
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• United States
19 Aug 09
Well, I certainly didn't mean to discount the value of books... I am an avid reader. But I will trust the guidance of my dreams above and beyond anything else. I used to be afraid of 'prophetic dreams' believing that I had no say in what was to come. Now I have a much better method of 'interpreting' my dreams (I got it out of a book, hehehehe)... if my dreams are pleasant dreams then I figure I am doing fine, but if they are 'bad' dreams then in my waking state I look for the thoughts I am thinking that feel the same as the dream felt, and change them, thus altering my direction in life.