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30:we had little call because she lived in her mom's home in these days 31:i gradually find what i want to meet most is the bad guy.i think i have infantile autism,delusional disorder,obsessive compulsive,the former makes me have the midder,and the midder makes me have the latter,there are correlative dependence.sometimes i consider i only can free myself by killing him.i don't want often to think about this, but they want to come into my mind,i can't resist them 1:guests in her home,i went to my job all day,little SMS and no words from mouth 2:we were on line in the morning,i think she always give me the garbage time.she went to her grandma,there had her relatives.she told me they have less words to her because of her treating to the bad guy.she didn't SMS me untill she was back home 3:i stayed at home without my job,it's my break time.i told her i post journal here,then she was unhappy 4:working,we made phone calls and look at each other by webcam 5:she made a mistake about remittance on her job,her boss made some to noise to her,she told me she had a bit nervous.that bad guy wanted to take his child back,he cried and drinked.she also cried,i asked her why,no reply 6:depression cycle 7:we were online in the morning,i told her if she won't love me in the future,i shall kill her,then she cried and said she will love me forever,she told me don't talk to her with that tone,she is a bit afraid of that.today,that bad guy asked for a divorce and properties division.tonight her brother drove her to her mom's home with her 4 years old daughter.i am full of her,but she is full of her baby,sometimes i hesitated to be sullen.i think the time of our speaking time can apply to Guinness World Records 8:she had dinner in her mom's,she told me she has a good news for me,she is ready to divorce the bad guy by engaging in a lawsuit © aprces 2008-11-09 08:45