I think what I am is not what I am.

Hello, Maybe you don't let things go in their natural ways and try to change the way of the things.Just relax and do not try to be yourself, you will be yourself.I mean if you think that you are not yourself, you lose in the beginning.You just make it happen yourself in my opinion. Best wishes

hi sunilpatel...maybe you haven't discovered your nature yet. it's not bad to be like someone else when they have good qualities. give yourself time and try not to be concerned about it. you are on the road of life. but you do need to be yourself. you are different from others. no one is exactly the same. you may have similarities but there is only one of you.