Smiling,fooling

My moods can not be diguised. I something is bothering me, it is obvious to everyone who looks at me. I find it hard to put on a happy face, when I am not happy. I wonder sometimes how people in the public's eye can do it. You know that everyday is not a good day, but they have to go on TV and smile and do their jobs.

I don't think it's that hard to do. I've been doing it for months now. And more so the past couple of weeks, since my b/f let me know when he moves to the new house...he'll be moving alone. I think I knew it was coming to this, but I just didn't know when. So, yeah, I'm not showing him in the least how much he has broken my heart. I won't give him any satisfaction in knowing that. So, I've been smiling, and sorting and packing. The hard part is leaving our dog with him, but it is better for her. I spent two weeks with family and when I called to tell them, they were surprised by it. So, it's really not that hard to put on a 'happy face'.

You might be smiling but people can still sense if it's fake or not just by looking at your eyes or the tone of your voice. That's really hard to fake though some have become successful pretenders.