My Poetic Thoughts: It's Just...

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True friends they claim to be, but when you turn your back they attack and watch you bleed. I Never would've believed that my partner's heart would harden, and try to be my down fall just to watch me grieve. How the hell can you sell out your friend over envy and turn your brother into your enemy? Hopeless energy watching you believe what you pretend to be. Maybe it's selfish or maybe it's not, but either way you forgot and I don't want your sympathy. Friends to infinity? Ha! Chimney living, switched up your act so you can fell like you fit in. But behind closed doors we both know that the truth is. You let it fail you and now your memory's become useless. I never tried to exchange blows but you still swung, you thought you were but you were never number one. You tarnished my name and claimed my fame, but still, I held you in my heart because I never wanted you to feel what I've lost. I boosted your mind and caressed your soul, I bit my lip and let things go, I protected you from things that would've hurt you grow, but still, you just don't know. See, I know what you think bcuz we share the same thoughts. Mine are more sophisticated, yours are more false. Mine are about knowledge yours are about gloss. You chase the fame, I chase the plane. That's why it's been so long since we've last talked. We both know resentments there, we both know our friendship is fading; but what you see is a fantasy and my sights are closer to reality. You're blaming me and I'm blaming the world, you just happen to be apart of it and now apart of my peril. You still dissing me homie? You still missing homie? When we meet up again in an instant, we can mend our, and maintain our, friendship. You never understood my struggle and I don't expect you to it's just... I thought you were my brother.