I am really proud of myself!

Oh that is wonderful news, I am not a religios person but I am spiritual and in this way of thinking I believe when we lose someone from our lives they really do watch over us, I believe your little baby would be watching over you and may even come back to you in the future, I remember when my father passed away I read a lot of books about spirits and such and I went to a spiritulist festival and whent to a lady there that drew peoples spirit guides..she told me there was a man standing behind me, she started to sketch, when I looked at the sketch I cried as even though she sketch an American Indian, he had my fathers face...I told a friend about it and she laughed at me until she saw the sketch, she too could see my father in that sketch...this lady told me I should go to the Spiritulists Church room there at the festival as they do readings so I did immediately, this woman there told me I had a little girl standing near me at that time but i didn't know any little girl who had passed away, but this woman told me some veryinteresting things an most came true...it wasn't until montha later i went to the actual Spiritualist church, I went with some friends and for some reason I was taken to a back room for my reading, my friends were all in the main room.. A lady there told me to come in and she actually got in touch with my father but the strange thing was she told me how much my father loved children, she said she knew that because in actaul fact it was her little daughter who had passed away that had brought my father to me, hence the little girl who was standing behind me at that first reading...she also explained why I was brought to the back room, she said she doesn't normally do readings but she just rang up the Church and said she was needed and asked if they would give her somewhere, so i believe your little girl will always be around you....just believe...

That is truly great. I would have no idea how it feels to lose a child. I'm glad you have been able to heal to this point, and to have taken such promising steps.

I remember that day very well as you came over for coffee with your friend and her new baby so I could meet the baby too! I just feel bad for "nominating" you to have a turn holding baby not knowing that you hadn't held her yet, and hadn't held a baby since the one you lost! I can't apologize enough for that! I am really proud of you too for doing it, I can only imagine how hard it must have been, yet healing at the same time! I told you you were a strong person! Much Luv & Hugzz, PurpleTeddyBear xx

I am happy to see your having overcome your suffering ,for it is quite a difficult thing for a mother .Tomorrow is another day, thought the pains will hide in heart ,I believe you will get better and better in near future

at first i salute u for your behaviour. in this busy and self centred world, how many person can be happy with others, perhaps a few. above all every baby is the gift of god and if u be begrudge to your friend's baby then god will not forgive you. now u are in touch of god, if u believe him. and god will definitly fulfil your needs. i shall also pray for u. again salute friend. take care.

I lost a niece in January of 2005, so I know how difficult the healing process can be. It never goes away, but day to day does get easier. Im so glad that you were able to hold a baby to help with your healing. Babies really are a wonderful gift!