every day feels like a struggle....

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i have two boys and they are wonderfuland great kids, my oldest is two and the youngest is 5 months. they are very good, sleep all night long and hardly ever cry, but sometimes i feel like i am always struggling. like everything i am doing, is just not good enough.. there is always someone judging me and what i do and how i raise my kids. like for exeample, there is this lady that comes over and she has two boys very close in age, 4 and 5. and they play fight all the time, constantly hitting on each other.. i dont want my kids to learn that. more my oldest one, cause he is going to set the example for the youngest, and when he sees kids hit then he is going to do it cause everyone is laughing and having a great time, well i told the lady that i dont want that around my child and i am trying to teach him that hitting is bad, and yet she said they are boys and they will fight, but cant she have the respect not to do it in front of my kids. i dont know there are small things like that, that really bother me, just gets under my skin, and sometimes i feel it is to much has that ever happen.