Do you ever think of yourself never good enough for anything?

yeah i do, most of the time. this week i am not on my usual me, i felt so down and pity myself so much. I hate everyone that surrounds me. I felt so helpless at all. It happened for a reason that i realized a lot of stuffs that i never thought that would be very hurtful. This summer i had experienced so many lost in my life. At first i tried to be brave enough for it and stand for it but right now, it had haunted me. It reflected to me, telling me that i was such a loser. There are a lot of stuffs that i don't possess already, im starting to get rid of what i have. I don't have my treasures anymore.

Well I think in that way at least once in a day.Because there will be some or other situation that will make me feel under estimated.There will definitely be some or other fellow who is better than me and when he performs better than be I fell that I'm no where in this world.But the same fellow will be poor in other things in which I'm better,then I feel that there is no one better than me.So I'll be balanced at the end of the day...and also happy!!

Oh yes, I know those feelings. Lately I am trying to see things different. Not always easy. But, I have always tried to do my best. When someone else makes the same mistakes, I don't get angry. Conclusion: Why get angry with myself? You should be your own best friend. If you don't think so, why should someone else think so? Now what I mean? Still I think it is only human to fall into these feelings every once in a while. As long as you remember to get out of them. No one needs to be perfect. If we were perfect we would have nothing to learn. With nothing to learn, life would be boring. Take care.