The end is near

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I was thinking that It would last forever then suddenly I realized that ther end is sneaking up on me and I am a once at a stand still sad that this might just be it and happy that just maybe the hurt and resentment will finally end, how many times can a man hurt you before you understand that they just might not feel the sameway that you do well it has taken me years and years of getting told that I am nothing and that I would never be nothing unless I was with him and then a that lightbulb went on and I realized that I was something that I am something and that with or without him a am someone and always will be worth alot so today the cards are changing hands I have the upper hand either he will change or I will leave it is me and our three beutiful kids or alchol friends and parties and if the wrong choice is made then we are leaving him behind