Supposed To...
@nicoleh872000 (50)
United States
November 12, 2006 3:12pm CST
it kind of gets old
when you get bold
and stick out your neck
just for the heck
of it
for one girl
and make her your world
and she flushes you down the drain
poisons you through the skull
into the brain
going insane
you seek your last straw
when it's not there at all
she lights you on fire
lets you seek Higher
and of course that's a good deal
and it keeps you real
but knowing
she's out there
and that there is no doubt
there
could be someone else
in this game
of cat and mouse
in this world
of lose and die
and you feed
on the if's and why's
until you want to die
and suffocate
in the wounds
cut by her
too soon
and she loves you
she says
but she leaves you
for dead
and she steams you
in bed
after one night of beers
you wish she was here
but she pushes you away
even when you gave
that one breath
you could take
and the mistakes
you are to make
in trying to get her back
rack
and stack
your days
in this violent maze
of sedation
and praise
and if you want her back
you know you are to wait
but the patience
that you have
doesn't last
and it's too bad
because you want her back now
a three-year-old on the ground
pounding your fists
throwing a fit
wishing it better
why can't it be better
it was so great
for the time
that we made
for each other
and the heart and the soul
that we gave to each other
the purities and old
that i dealt with
my soul
extinguished
the fire
that it felt for so long
and i knew in her song
that she spoke the truth
but her perpective of truth
and reality to be
is lost on me
because she
was supposed to be
with me
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