My heart is weaping!

India
July 23, 2009 5:04am CST
Oh, the day is coming very near when i have to leave my family,my friends,my country and everything. Yeah, i am going to New zealand for higher studies and will stay there for 3 years, far from my origin. I love my mother most and cant pass a single minute without her. It was my decision to go abroad but i dont know why i took such stupid step. Now, only 10 days are left then i will leave everyone for a long time. I am totaly depressed and my heart is weaping but now i cant drop this in any way. I trust in you and i know you are wiser than me so please say something that why shouldnt i cry and feel like that? Your responses can give me moral support which i realy need, i am too sad. Please help!
2 responses
• India
23 Jul 09
Hi friend............ I am very happy because my one more friend is going abroad to make his life.Hey......fer ki ho gaya yaar.......3 saal lang jaange..........pata v nai lagna.Yaa,for you first one or two months can be difficult but after they get over you'll be used to that atmosphere and people.I know no one can take place in our lives in place of our parents.......for you your mom and for me my dad......!!! If you have asked me,then please do fulfill it also.Get an internet connection...before you leave and teach your parents how to use it......bcoz i now many of our parents dont know how to use it properly........and make their yahoo,gmail,orkut id,and skype too-make one easy password too,ik software v andae na k tusin door bethe kisi hor da pc v operate kar sakde ho...i m sorry i dnt know the name,but my bro uses it...ohvi karlo.Din ch ik vaar gal kariyo be it for even 2 minutes........! aena na socho...kyunki jina tusin sochoge mama ohne tense honge...te oh dil ch ronge...and u will not lyk it,m sure.Life is a game dude,its not your stupid desire,par rabb ne keha hai tuhanu bahr jaan nu,te ohne hi kitta hai sab kuz...! Rona kade vaste ae yaar.....poori zindagi tan mum dad nal hi rahoge...ik vaar kuz bannjo........and they will be more proud of their son.Aein socho na k tusin ohna da naa ucha karan nu jaa raye ho...u have to be strong yaar...afterall its God wish and your parents wants you to be someone in this wide world.Just think positive and stay happy.......live life happily.Aein socho k tusin apne mumdad da sapna poora karan layi jaa raye ho...fer dekhiyo.Tuhade parents v kinne khush honge yaar.......ae socho........ae na socho k tusin othe kiven rahoge........pher ki ho gaya je nede nai honge par tuhade dil ch tan ne...us ton nede ki chahidae...........! Naale oh kehnde ne na.....Kuch paane ke liye kuch khona padta hai..........isi ka to naam zindagi hai dost...! Be cool.be calm.have faith in God and keep everything on him and rest everything gonna be allright.......!!!! and moreover think positive and make your parnys think double positive and be confident too!!! All the best dear.
• India
24 Jul 09
Bravo! You are great, you realy cleared all my tensions. Whatever you said are golden words, i will remember it. Well, my bro have some knowledge to use internet so i will make these ids for him and then i can talk as well as see my parents by video conferencing. Thanks a lot for biggest support.
• India
24 Jul 09
nai yaar aehi tan main dasna chahni han.....tusin apne mama nu daso te apne papa nu,ohna nu daso how to use it,dnt make them dependent on their younger son...make them to work through it.....please and m saying you bcoz i have seen this situation before........bcoz my most of the cousins are abroad....!
• China
23 Jul 09
you can write as soon as you go there and stay in touch every day
• India
23 Jul 09
Thanks for the response, i think that a nice idea but in that way i can meet my online friends only,not my family.