Why ~ depression
By Liz
@dasiejanie (590)
United States
August 7, 2009 4:54pm CST
Paste I wish I could paste
I got down my knees,
and prayed, and wailed
for this darkness, this hell
to go away.
I asked for forgivmess
apoligef for all,
and yet it's still here
is thist Fate?
Am I chosen to live this
life always? Was my brain
made to b like this always?
If so why this curse?
Why this, why not something
that had an end to look to?
A life can b long or short,
if this is my curse I pray that it's
short .
For even another day is to long,
another hour, another minute unbarable.
A second would be s blessing, but I fear
I am cursed not worthy on even the slightest
blessing of releaf...
2 responses
@hunnie1979 (270)
• United States
7 Aug 09
That's deep.I feel your pain.I am very upset right now. I went to look for my poetry to share with you.I can not find it .Ive moved so much in my 30 years of life. It would be a shame to loose something that means so much to me. Paper and my mind seems to be my best friend . Im not a church goer but I believe. And the man up above won' put anything on us we can not bear.Life I wish I had some answers.
@dasiejanie (590)
• United States
8 Aug 09
What ever happened to ask and you shall receive? I can bare this I'm not able I'm tired off begging God for help he doesn't help
he could I know so easy for him to take this from me, I don't understand...
@jesbellaine (4139)
• Philippines
8 Aug 09
Wow! Deep. I am don't fine right now because of the status of my relationship and the part of me is like dying knowing that everything has changed. But I still try to be okay and keep fighting for our relationship as long as I can... Whatever your problem is, I hope that you will feel alright soon.
Thank you for the discussion and Happy Mylotting!
