Finally over him??

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So I think I may have finally gotten over my ex. It's been a long 4 years since we broke up and I struggled with it since then especially recently. I am in therapy now to try to get over it and my answer came from a suprise source. My mother actually. I had wanted to write him a letter explaining things to him and tell him I didn't want him to hate me. She said it was a bad idea and asked me what I like so much about him. I didn't have an answer. I think I just wanted to know that he wants to be with me or that he still thinks about me. Just like that it just clicked off. I used to have dreams about him all the time. We'd be somewhere and I'd be trying to get him back and at first he wouldnt' talk to me at all but then we would talk and we both knew we couldnt be together. It was really sad. I had a different dream this time. I saw him and he was with his son. I was with my daughter. We were sitting in the grass and we didn't say much but we just smiled at each other. It was just a different tone. So hopefully this is it and I don't have to be afraid if I ever run into him or if he ever comes back to town.