How many times have you been in love?

I've falling in love like, 5 times But I always got rejected..I'm so unlucky.. Hope someday I found someone who really love me...

I am the type of person who do not pronounce every crush or every admiration as "falling in love" so I guess I can only count with my TWO fingers lol the times that I have really fallen in love. I guess just twice. As in deeply to the point of wanting or even going into a relationship. The first one was in college but because I and my parents wanted me to finish school before entering a relationship, I waited till graduation. However,during that time, I felt that my feelings for him started to die down and being a bit immature, I was discouraged because his friends didn't quite like me. So we never came to be. Now he is bound to be married to someone he met abroad. The girl's pregnant by the way. The second one is with my BF now. We have been together for 4 years. It's a tried and tested love affair and yet we are still together. We are both happy despite the challenges.

Back in the day when I was in high school my first love, that I thought, was my most serious boyfriend, that I was with for about 3 1/2 years. I thought I loved him, and maybe I did at the time, but I didnt love the person that he was towards me. He was a great person, the hardest worker you will ever find, and most determined, but he wasnt a lover towards me, so it ended up being loneliness, not love. I think my first true actual love was my husband. I never realized how much you could do just for one person to make them happy or to please them in any way in life, and want to do it every day. I never felt like that in the past, and no matter what we fight about or what happens, I still love him and want him to be happy with me.