What do you hate about yourself?

I really hate my obsessive-compulsive tendencies sometimes (but I'm not Ob-Com). It annoys me because I want everything to pass my standards.

The thing I hate the most is probably that I'm shy, which in turn generates a whole lot of other issues. I talk with few people and try to cling to those few people. When they cease to pay me attention or I feel that they aren't being genuine enough with me on our friendship I start getting jealous and all bored when I see them paying all their attention to someone else, even if they promised we'd do things together.

I am very emotional and sensitive and often start crying at small instances.These are the two things which need to be controlled.