im at lost words

United States
September 21, 2009 8:13pm CST
it started back when i was in high school which was well over 10 years ago. i was a typical teenager except for my friends never pressured me into drugs or drinking. well, my step mom didnt like me because i was being me. she always told me to be honest with myself first. what the hell does that mean when your 16 years old? so i went off to college. i didnt amount to really much in college b/c i just didnt know what i wanted to do. my dad wanted me to be a teacher but i know from experience what bull goes on when your the teacher. i grew up with all teachers. so i worked in retail and loved it. things went wrong with dad so i didnt talk to him or the family for over 5 years. when we found out that i was pregnant, i told my husband to call him to let him know that he was going to be a grandfather. im putting the differences aside for my son to know his pap. now fast forwarding, my half sister is now a freshman in high school. my brother coaches her volleyball team. so i take it upon myself to bring my son so he can see his other family. they still resent me. my sis in law will not speak to me and neither does the step mom. i let it go as soon as my son was born. why the hell cant they? i just want to say to them "GROW THE F UP!"
1 response
@bird123 (10634)
• United States
27 Sep 09
It's hard hating someone who is loving you. When they are hateful, give love and kindness back. If you continue to do this, time will change things.
• United States
27 Sep 09
ive been nice and trying to talk with them but they just glare back. i bring my son with me so they can spend time with him and im teaching him to give hugs and kisses goodbye to his relatives. he hesitates b/c he doesnt know them. my dad just doesnt see how they treat a person and thats the sad part.