First Love?

hello ms hazelrose! my husband is my first and last boyfriend... but hen we talk about first love, he's not the one i am thinking of...its that someone that i met in our church during our children worship! hehe i was very young then but all i know is that when i come to know the word crush, love , puppy love, or whatever it is called, he is always the one who came into my mind and i feel different whenever he's around! just like you, there's still some time that i remember him and those days... and whenever i saw him now, i still feel some uneasiness and that's something i don't know why...maybe because some of the people around us still tease us and reminds about the past! haha here in fact, we are both married now. anyway, i don't feel the love or admiration that i feel before coz my love& affection is focused to my husband... and its just like now, i remember the boy... but i don't remember the feelings anymore! i guess our first love will always linger in our mind, we will always remember them by one way or another coz they have been part of our lives and they bring some joy with us...way back then...